Friday 10 November, 2006

Funny Facts.....

hello people ..
after a gloomy week, finally the weekend is here.. i love fridays. gives me choice to sleep in till late (by my indian bahoo standards), till 7 am.... have my hubby (y he keeps coming in my mind all the time.. guess its love) around me for 2 days.... so i m in light mood. my fav drink is right beside me, a steaming black coffee while i do some stupid search and find some hillarious facts

1. Google for "i hate bush" gives 1,69,000 hits, for "i hate osama" gives "640" . try it. well i guess its not that surprising.. so towards some real stuff

2. Should there be a crash, Prince Charles and Prince William never travel on the same airplane as a precaution

3.The king of hearts is the only king without a moustache on a standard playing card!

4.There are no clocks in Las Vegas gambling casinos!

5.There is one slot machine in Las Vegas for every eight inhabitants!

6.The names of Popeye's four nephews are Pipeye, Peepeye, Pupeye, and Poopeye!

7. It is impossible to lick your elbow.

8.The Nobel Peace Prize medal depicts three naked men with their hands on each other's
shoulders!

9.An earthquake on Dec. 16, 1811 caused parts of the Mississippi River to flow backwards

10.Men are 6 times more likely to be struck by lightning than women! (i told ya, god is a woman )

11.It is estimated that millions of trees in the world are accidentally planted by squirrels who bury nuts and then forget where they hid them

12.Ernest Vincent Wright wrote a novel, "Gadsby", which contains over 50,000 words -- none of them with the letter E!

13. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top.

14. If one places a tiny amount of liquor on a scorpion, it willinstantly go mad and sting itself to death. (Who was the sadist who discovered this??)

15. The phrase "rule of thumb" is derived from an old English law whichstated that you couldn't beat your wife with anything wider than your thumb

16. The Guinness Book of Records holds the record for being the bookmost often stolen from public libraries

17. The glue on Israeli postage is certified kosher.

18. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone

19. 111,111,111 x 111,111,111 = 12,345,678,987,654,321(who found this man!!!!)

20. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history:
Spades - King DavidHearts - CharlemagneClubs -Alexander, the GreatDiamonds - Julius Caesar
21. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle. If the horse has one front leg in the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle. If the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes

22. If you were to spell out numbers, how far would you have to go until you would find the letter "A"?
A. One thousand

23. What do bulletproof vests, fire escapes, windshield wipers, and laser printers all have in common?A. All invented by women.

24. In English pubs, ale is ordered by pints and quarts... So in old England, when customers got unruly, the bartender would yell at them, "Mind your pints and quarts, and settle down."
It's where we get the phrase "mind your P's and Q's"

25. At least 75% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow

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It Breaks My Heart

When I think about what I’ve done all the pain I have bung
Baby you should have walked out on me
When I turned away form you when ever there where hard times
How could you still be with me?

And it was no mistake when I hurt you that day
And went out with somebody new
But still you forgave me like it was so easy
I should have been mad at you

Baby it breaks my heart to think that loving me is not easy to do
And I don’t mean to make it hard, sorry for all the changes I put you thought
And its hard to believe that after everything that you were still right beside me
Wouldn’t change you for this whole world thankful just being your girl

Never gave you my heart cuz I never thought you deserved any of me
And never told you how I felt, when even inside I knew that your really what I need
And I always gave you up whenever I thought something better come alone
And right when I come back your waiting for me and you welcome me home

Baby it breaks my heart to think that loving me is not easy to do
And I don’t mean to make it hard, sorry for all the changes I put you thought
And its hard to believe that after everything that you were still right beside me
Wouldn’t change you for this whole world thankful just being your girl

And if it takes my whole life I’ll make it up to you
Cuz I been so cruel, and you given you love to me in spite of everything
I don’t deserve you, from this day forward Im truly yours
It took me a while to see that we were meant for one another

Thank you for loving me
Baby it breaks my heart to think that loving me is not easy to do
And I don’t mean to make it hard, sorry for all the changes I put you thought
And its hard to believe that after everything that you were still right beside me
Wouldn’t change you for this whole world thankful just being your girl

Baby it breaks my heart to think that loving me is not easy to do
And I don’t mean to make it hard, sorry for all the changes I put you thought
And its hard to believe that after everything that you were still right beside me

Wouldn’t change you for this whole world thankful just being your girl

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Thursday 9 November, 2006

Loneliness Comes Without You

Like nothing I have ever felt before.
It eats away at me.
Devouring me with every thought of you.
The pain is the passageway to my heart.

Full of broken pieces I lay,
Cowering in shame.
Visions of you projected in my memories.
As the love I never had slowly sinks.

In the depth of my soul, I feel your lurking presence.
Decaying knowledge of what could have been.
Haunting my dreams, you torment my suppressed thoughts.
Insomnia becomes my only friend.

I am not in the sleepy presence of death,
yet I yurn to be awake.
Longing for comfort in the starlit journeys of others.
I crave the devotion of loving arms.

Sitting alone I do not hear,
And sence none of my surroundings.
My heart is sober in the drunkest state.
Veins and arteries clogged with dry tears.

Sweat strained eyes,
No longer obstructed by obsolete views.
Indulged with ridicule,
A blue sea of wisdom quivers my lips.

Soft spoken are the words,
'Loneliness comes without you'.
- anonymous-

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Tuesday 7 November, 2006

Music of silence


it has been 9 hours since he left. In that time,i have cleaned, cooked, cooked again, fed my babies, thought of the days gone by, thought of things gone wrong.It may sound depressing but it is not. It is funny, interesting and entertaining.
Not for the first time and within these 9 hours, it has struck me how much noise human beings make. We are constantly talking, shifting, walking about, moving things about, etc even when we don't need to.

I have always loved solitude since I can remember. There is something rather magical about keeping still and silent and having a conversation with only one person: you. This is perhaps because my family was small and personal space was more abundant than the mosquito in my room.
my home is a suburb of the commercial capital of India, Mumbai. some people say that i m so lucky to have moved to such a "happening" city. but i never wanted this ho hum. never. i have always been a loner. its easy to be alone. its safe. as long as u keep yourself from hurting. hah. so at the end of the day u HAVE to, just have to get hurt. isn't it. the more the pain, the more the ecstasy. it need not be a physical affliction. a good heartbreak lasts for weeks, and if provided by a near one, a dear one, well.... u can make it last for months....
does that make you a stress junkie? Stress junkies are people who, without even knowing it, use their own physiological responses as a mood-altering device. When we perceive ourselves to be in a threatening situation, we have specific reactions designed to help us either run like hell or battle for our lives: Our blood pressure increases (my doc will be happy as i have low blood pressure) and our digestive processes slow down (doesn't sound too well, i tend to gain weight easily). but otherwise its nice.
the comfort of that well worn shell. the one gifted to you by someone you trusted in the childhood. hey, u have to pay for that shell baby. it not given to the unworthy. u have to belong to the chosen bunch of people god sent on the planet to love and trust and.... baby, u have to love and trust, then only u can get betrayed.... isn't it?
pain makes you grow strong... pain makes you come closer to god... lifts you. its much easier to be strong... yeah..well, isn't it obvious that if you are strong, u can handle many things... u can take many blows... the most though thing in the world is to be weak, to be vulnerable. its easy to doubt... its very tough to trust... again.. so , wasn't the albino priest right when he said "pain is good".
slowly a time comes when nothing hurts you anymore, nothing breaks you anymore.. if u find something u truly wanted all your life it gives you the same feeling that loosing the same thing gives. isn't it what the wise old men meant by nirvana. they also embraced the same path, the path of pain, separation, loneliness.... they used to go in the mountains and stay there all alone, without proper food and only themselves as the company... and yeah, dear old god...
i woke up last night feeling the same lightness of my body, the sense of liberation. wanted to just get up from the bed and make a cup of hot black coffee and sit by the window... look thorugh the night... everyone sleeping. just me and myself.. but an arm, so protectively covering me, held me down... the sweet trusting and loving face, of so angelic in the deep slumber held me back. no, i m not liberated. i have a bond, i have someone who needs me.. who feels the pain when i m hurting..... sorry god. cant join you right now. of all the bonds in the world.. the bond of love is the strongest one... the cup of coffee will have to wait. i will have to move on. the temptation is great. but i have someone to look after... u will have to wait.. till then, hear the music of silence.

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